i want a lover i don't have to love

I just listened to doomsday for an hour and felt really angsty, because while John was helpless in saving Sherlock, I’m certain Sebastian had to accept Jim was going to die days in advance. It was all a gamble of course. If Sherly can figure it out, the bang will be your signal Sebby. Don’t fail me.
So Sebastian waits, listens to them speak. Knows Sherlock has won the moment he laughs. Knows whats coming when he hears the soft gulp, a sinful ‘bless you’.
He takes his shot.